Freewriting

Free-writing is an art like free-styling...non stop writing like non stop vocals...just saying whatever is on your mind...i commend vocal artists, rappers, or however you refer to them...they think a lot faster...but me i'll stick to my writing...from the soul and mind through the pen to the paper, permanent, as if it was written in stone...forever to be able to be viewed in the future and a glimpse into the past...our minds are like computers, i think a lot but like a computer i analyze things constantly and sift through them, separating and discarding what should be kept, and is important or either thrown away and not important to keep my mind focused on it...you gotta let go sometimes and not think to much...not thinking enough will sell you short and thinking too much will sell you nothing...just losing time which is more precious and when confined to our earthly realm worth money...lots of money...because time is among the short list of things that can never be given back...money can be lent, owed, and returned, but not time...it passes us by and can only be remembered...some old folk say "let go and let God"...true; very true...and that's all about not being so consumed by our minds unquenchable desire to understand everything...all i can do is think about certain things for a second, because God did give us free will and brains to be used...but sometimes things are just too difficult to understand, so why worry...let go and let God, i guess...what do i mean i guess, i know...i've experienced it first hand...future is coming, and the past is slipping away...present is a gift like the first definition in the dictionary...and i will think on about what i intend to do with my life...the wave of the future...genetics...i always thought about it since i was alittle kid...lost a lot of fam' to AIDS, and look at me now...conducting AIDS research...strap up...bring your rain coat...coat the rocket with the protective armor...lmao...i'm a clown all day; every day...and i love laughing...sometimes i do it at the wrong times, but it makes me feel better...what more is there to life then being happy and making others happy????...another definition of happy is LOVE...love is GOD...and GOD is love...what more can i say...i'm living life and trying to be a better me...a better man..."i would like to be remembered as a man...flawed...and vulnerable," and that was taken from the recent Beowulf film...I would like for that to be the main quote at my funeral...and i wouldn't want people to cry...i would want people to laugh! seriously! the good times, and the bad times...they're all funny...laugh it up at my funeral...reminisce and know that i'm in a better place...thinking of the end is not being psychotic...more like be realistic...we all live and we all die...whenever GOD calls me i'll stand up and answer to his call...until then i'll do everything in my power to understand and gain wisdom, teach others, and search for the truth, for "if you cannot hear the truth, no one can tell you"...that was taken from Passion of the Christ...peep that...no human being can hold back the tears when you visually see what could've happened to the Divine Son in human form suffering for us...you don't have be a Christian to see the true nature of some men...all i do is shake my head and make sure i will never veer down that path...feels good writing...made my day...i'm done...that's enough...i hope you enjoyed.